Dec
17
2009
Quote of the day
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One day I hope she finds a nice vet..
- My mom talking about my older sister
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Dec
17
2009
Song of the day
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Modest Mouse - Float On
looooove
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Dec
17
2009
13388.) I can honestly say that I am completely and entirely over you.
I don’t think of you romantically anymore; in fact, it’s rare that I’m able to think anything positive about you at all. I used to defend you when someone put you down. I used to tell them that they didn’t know you, that before they decided they don’t like you or that they think you’re a douche bag, they should talk to you and get to know you because then they might be able to see you how I saw you. I thought you were perfect. I admired your drive to succeed and your ability to get whatever it was you wanted. I thought you were smart and funny and adorable and everything I had ever dreamed of, and I guess that you still are. The only difference is that after you stopped talking to me I realized that I shouldn’t miss you so much. I never did anything to you. I know that. I told you that I liked you and you said that you wanted to be friends. I was fine with that, but the fact that youve blatantly ignored me for almost three years now shows me that you were lying. That maybe we were good friends once but things change, and maybe you got scared, but no matter what your excuse is, you hurt me and that’s something I’ll never be able to forgive you for. And maybe one day you’ll come around. Maybe you’ll think about how much fun we used to have and how all I ever did to you was care, and you’ll realize how much you really did hurt me, but even if that day comes I won’t be able to treat you the same at all. I can’t trust you anymore. I can barely stand the thought of you. Hearing your name makes me sick, fills my body with some sort of sad and hopeless rage. I want to punch you. I want to scream at you. I want to kick you and throw chairs at you and beat you until you tell me whywhywhy. I hate you. Which makes me feel so much worse because you’re the only person I can truly say I’ve ever loved.
But here’s the real secret. No matter what, I think I’ll always miss you. And there are times when I really do with you’d come around.
woooah
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Dec
17
2009
(via txtsfrmlstnght)
(713): on the last problem of the exam i just drew a picture of a cat and left
LIKE MEEEE! ‘cept I drew a dog…
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Dec
16
2009
Photo of the day
Random Fact: I love tea. ♥
awh.
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Dec
15
2009
Chat of the day
- Mom: One plate...two plate...
- Me: Red plate, blue plate?
- Mom: No, that's fish.
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Dec
15
2009
13148.) I have no idea why I'm not someone anybody can love. In a romantic way, I mean. I have friends that love me, and my family loves me. but not one person thus far in my life has been in love with me. Not even been attracted to me. Why is that? There isn't anything wrong with me.
(via blogsecret)
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Dec
15
2009
Two fousand and nynee
( ) stayed single for the whole year
(x boooth 0_0) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x?) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x haha all the time) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoeOTHER
(x) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
(x) swam a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x too bad she found out beforehand ha) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to youIn 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x AGAIN. WTF.) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
(x) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
(x everyday I swear!) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
( ) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
(X) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people
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Dec
15
2009
Photo of the day
always <333
haha every time.
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Dec
13
2009
WEEKEND IN A NUTSHELL: came home found out mother was speaking to me again which was nice I guess dealt with Amy and Tevin for barely an hour and wanted to shoot myself Towson with Melanie and Haber and Tairi and Noelle hung out in dorm spilled drink LET THE GIRLS TAPE MY BOOBS baaad idea out by 10 (lame I know) up the next day driving around for 30 min looking for food home wasted day of sitting on the computer and watching ANTM dragged myself to church so I could see CC sing SAW CATHERINE THERE! yay played mash the whole time with Sammy I’m sure God will get me back for that (BRING IT BITCH) came home more computer worked on a self portrait for portfolio read HP fooodz and soooooon, sleep.
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